We had a long conversation yesterday. Thank you for sharing with me the stuff you are going through. I understand it's very difficult to share this with me. I value the tremendous trust you have on me. I can indeed feel the pain you are going through.

(A side note) I didn't realize that the incident in July 2007 still haunts you. You were there and I was there too. You know what happened and I know what happened. It's not your fault. Stop blaming yourself. I can quickly let it go because I don't have stake in that. I don't have much to say about that event. Just let the past be the past. You can't change what happened in the past so don't live in it anymore. Let's forget about the things which are behind. Time is so precious you should focus on the stuff you are facing right now.

For the things that have happened in the last couple weeks, it would have gotten a lot worse. I think both you and I have a clear picture of what's right and what's wrong. We all make mistake in our life. Some make big ones and others make small ones. I am not here to judge you but to help you. I know even though it's a big mess, you still can survive through this.

As mere human beings living on this earth, we rejoice for our silly little gain and grieve for our silly little loss. Taking a journey that is different from what God has for you only results in sorrow and pain. I hope you can see God's purpose for you and His sovereign hand on all these matters. I always had and I alway will pray for you. =)

Anyway, the main point I am writing this blog is to remind you to consider what I told you yesterday. (I don't know if you read my blog. Anyway, I will call you.) There are not that many things I am good at but you know I am good at this kind of stuff. Remember the five steps I told you. Don't "cherry pick" from what I said. You gotta do everything. I know it's tough. There is no better way to do this. I value the virtues of integrity, honesty and loyalty highly. I can keep your secret. I would never hurt you. I always got you back. I am on your side.

Thank you again for trusting me. My job is to make sure you can go through this mess as smooth as possible. In the end, however, human preparation can only take you so far, the rest lies on the hands of God. You do have choices and at least you can choose the right one.